Things have changed!

Well i haven't really been keeping up with this as much as I should. I will be better at it. I will update later. Right now I need to shower and get to bed. Wish me luck for class tomorrow!!

I cannot believe the changes I have gone through since this picture was taken. I have changed so much and I have become a better person along the way. I don't know if you all know this, but I have been suffering with depression and diabetes for near ten years. There have been times I have been so down that I wanted to kill myself. I have never attempted it but it has crossed my mind in the past. The thoughts that the world would be a better place without me, that I wasn't worth anything. With the help of Family and true friends,(mainly Jesus Christ) I have some away from these experiences with a brighter outlook on life. I have so much to live for. I am a wonderful person who anyone would be blessed to have as a friend. I have often been told that I am the best friend that they have ever had, because no matter how many times they let me down, I am still always there for them. I have struggled with this part of my personality for a long time. Because of my generosity and tender heart, i am trampled upon sometimes by the people who are supposed to be my friends. And they know who they are. It is sad that they feel that they must put me down to feel better about themselves because they cannot see all the love they have inside of them just waiting to come out and share it with the world. I will be keeping you updated on my progress regularly. Love you Guys!!!

Alyssa

Sometimes it seems that time stands still, and you are left by the wayside. How do we survive? By trusting in our Lord God. We can do anything!
*Alyssa*

1st Blog Ever!

Wow can you believe this is my first blog. I am way excited to share my photographic world with all of you. As i grow into a better person along my personal quest, i will share the photographic memories with you! Yay!